"M" for 'me'

"M" for 'me' .... but....its just an alphabet....just a thought..!! Just a thought.. .... Amazed to SEE.... Absence of "M" in any of these...Universal Five Elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... Never known SPACE getting insulted when we build walls & roof [ wich we call Home ] for being trapped..... Never known WIND getting disgusted when we run our ceiling fans at home..... Never heard FIRE feeling assaulted when we limit it to our lighters... Never heard WATER feeling bad when we trap it in little bottles.... Never heard EARTH feeling hurt when we cover it with lovely tiles..... Absence of "M" in any of these...five elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... ;-) Now..... read HU"M"AN...... ;-) What did u find.....!!!!? ohhhh.....you found apparent "M".... Good.......!!!! Report HERE urgently.....if you find "me"...... ; - ) *Read the Title now once again.... "M" for 'me'.....but its just an alphabet....just a thought..!! tkssss..for reading ..seeeing....cheerss......enjoy... -Shadow 12 Nov 2008

LOCK & KEY

Not a single Lock 

ever found...made; 

without a Key...!!!! 

Lock & Key are 

simply two aspects 

of 

one 

inseparable Phenomenon... !

*One may find apparent keys for 

the apparently real Locks...;-) 

Best wishes... :-) 

With Love,

Shadow 

05 Nov 2008

'f'A'n'WARENESS

'f'A'n'WARENESS

Its amazing

to recognise

that

the Background of the Ceiling Fan

ever remains

unaffected...unchanged...

no matter....

it throws cool or hot air

how fast or slow...

..with changing RPm's ...it rotates....&

the span of time.. it rotates.......................................

And there are TALKS.....

on increasing the speed...

trying different methods....

changing the brands....

verying positions.....

Ha ha ha ha......;-)

Its Amazing to SEE.....

that

The Background

is

neither Createdddddddd

becuase of the presence of the Fan....

nor

Dependentttttt on presence of the Fan..... ;-)

-shadow

04 Novmber 2008

"KINDERGARDEN ADVAITA"

Teacher: Pursue happiness & get enlightened. S: wowww....you mean..... If someone knows ..... 'A' for apple, 'B' for Boy, 'C' for Cat, 'H' for Happiness.................. and 'E' for Enlightenment...... he/she is enlightened ..... ;-) ;-) ;-) Cheeers............ - shadow 04 November 2008

Birth.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today morning a thorn found on my palm... a pain began.... A thorn pricked .. & the first time Hand knew that it existed... Where was the pain..few moments earlier... not only pain was absent... But even the pleasure of having hand was absent...

Birth...Birth....Birth....this is IT I did not even know that I existed..... and suddenly the thorn of "knowingness" bit.... and started the game of pain & pleasures.... the game of "me' and "mine"...... There was neither pain no pleasure, prior to biting of this thorn of "knowingness".... That's EXACTLY the Birth.....happening of "Birth".... But who is born really......not ME....Certainly not "I". The knowingness has surely Appeared..... from somewhere....from somew"here"........

Shadow

02 November 2008

"Happy Diwaling"

The Light Within Illuminates [ itself ] The Whole Beingness; in which Appears, The Lights of Diwali & in which Dissapears, the concepts like "Light" as well "Within"....... ;-) Happy Diwaling ...............Thankingggggggggg -shadow 27 October 2008

Anant...End-less....

Babuji No More.........!!!!!! Or Much More...!!!!!

Where can he go...other than HERE....!!!!

he always was Much Much More than perceived....

so again.........

became Much Much More..Anant..[ End-less ]

.....knowingness merged into itself,...hopefully;

knowingly..happily...and willingly........

The 'self" dissolved into "SELF"....

The shadow dissapeared

in its

Real SUBSTANCE......

and yet the fond memories of the beloved...remain.... like a name & number stored in the mobile.....

-13 Oct 2008

DASSARA FESTIVAL

What's the meaning of 'Dassara', a traditional hindu festival! Is it just the Victory of Rama over Ravana (Victory of Good against Evil) as told in the childhood?

Dassara festival is a Celebration of RECOGNIZING What I am NOT, that is...Ten heads of Ravana...
(as described in mythology)!

Seeing directly, what I am certainly Not, these ten things. The burden of ten sticks this apparent 'me' carries, until it recognizes itself!

What I am certainly not? First Body (1), second Prana/Breath (2) hence not mind (3) which is extension of breath hence not even thoughts. I am neither identified consciousness(4) as it is identified & recognized from the age of 2 and will disappear on dropping of the body, so certainly temporal. When I am not this consciousness also, how can I be three states by which this consiousness operates, like knowingness (5), waking state(6) & sleeping state (7)! At the same time when I am not this consiousness also, how can I be three gunas (attributes) by which this consciousness  functions, such as satva-guna (8), rajas-guna (9) and tamas-guna (10)!

What remains after the negation of 
ten identities, ten heads of Ravana is THAT
Indescribable, which does not fall in "subject-object type" knowing. No one can know it!

Recognition of IT just Happens.
Celebration remains without A Celebrator;-)!

Happy Dassara :-)

With Love,

Nitin Ram
10 OCT 2008

Witnessing.......!!!!??? for whom..???

Qtn: Is it possible for, either a common man or a realised soul to be in "witnessing mode" every moment !?

Ans: A Direct SEEING.... may happen....with inward questioning like.... 1] why witnessing ??? 2] "who" has need to witness ? 3] what is the identity that does "witnessing" ? 4] Is "witnessor" really exists ?

If not....DIRECT SEEING....

the common man as u said [ say sadhaka ] start witnessing [ with a tool "I Am" or "beingness" which is the only capital available from age of 2 yrs ] & that is they do/teach in vipassana Meditation....Witnessing of breath, feelings, thoughts etc...everything that is Not "YOU"....

For years of such practise Happen & yet search does not end because belief of being the searcher "Remains'.... In this stage the strong notion persists that the "Witnessor" is separate from the "Witnessing", hence the so called sadhana [ spiritual practise ] continues..[ Witnessor is nothing but "knowingness without words"..which itself is temporal, because it started after 2 yrs of so called birth...& U see, we never had Any need of witnessing prior to Birth, Do u remember ??? I do not remember ...] And yet this kind of "Witnessing" Happens.. to begin with...till the belief in presence of the "Witnessor" as separate entity, which De-focuses so called sadhakas attention from "me as 'only the body' notion"....

When...DIRECT SEEING Happens..if it happens...the apparent "witnessor" gets dissolved/merged in "witnessing" [Beware, NO causality in CORE but surely Apperance of Causality as long as "Appearance is only REALITY" for the particular so called sadhaka ] & I guess.....

Realised is the ONE [ rather NONE ...forget the Labels ] who has recognised the Trinity of Witnessor, Witnessing object & Witnessing as ONE.....3 in 1 :-) Not intelectually, but Existentially...:-) that is my understanding ...i guess...i do not know...Anything.....

The so called "realised" also may be witnessing things while interacting with all apparent others....on consiousness level [ level of knowingness ] but otherwise "WHAT IS" prevails in Non-Witnessing/ Non-Knowing stateless state.......................... i guess...so [ a piece of conceptual garbage ]...who cares...it is as it is at this moment....HERE... Every word uttered is Concept [ in a way wordy garbage ] hence can be negated also :-) No way to express without any Labels...as long as one knows that his/her name is not HIm or HER...

tks n regards Morning Cheeers ******

Just a STORY without a story-teller

Any story can be told

in Hundreds of ways..... It's simply the point of perception (with a strong notion of presence of the "Perceiver" separate from the "Perceived").

The one

who

recognizes

story as a STORY.....

does not get bothered

by any type of its expression (in words)

and

yet genetic liking & disliking continues.....as Swa-Bhav (inherent nature of body mind apparatus)

But

No'thing' to Prove..

No'one' to Prove.......

Morning cheers.....Enjoy

Shadow

06 October 2008

Why do you want to "PROVE"..!!

Whenever

you see

your'self'

wanting
to Prove

something;

know for sure

that

The Thing

is not Clear

inside yet.......!
Any Concept

can be

proved as wel disproved.....!
The intuitive clarity

never needs

any Approval

but
simply Shared

as a passing thought

and

certainly not by
'personal' thinking.... !

Cheerful Thanks :-)

Shadow

06 Oct 2008

"MAD" Game

As long as

Disciple

exists;

so long only

The Master...

Untill then

Happens

the beautiful Game called

"MAD" [ Master And Disciple ].........!!!

-Shadow

23 September 2008

Who is Bhakta (Devotee) !!?

Q: Who is Bhakta (Devotee) !!?

M: He is the Bhakta (Not Separate/ Not-Two);
who is never Vi-Bhakta (Separated) from his TRUE nature........

-Shree Nisargadatta Maharaj

It LOOKS so SIMPLE...

It looks
very very Simple..
MOSTLY...
after
the dry leaf
leaves
the tree......!

Shadow
22 Sept 2008

" Apparent Dis-ease "

With the recognition of the disease itself as false & apparent; all the discussions about different & even contradictory medicines becomes Absurd & mere entertainment !!! All the unesiness is just because of the 'apparent' Dis-ease of "Concept of Bondage" ! - Shadow 21 September 2008

STORY OF "me"

I do not dare say that 
story of 'me' is over yet! ;-)

Because i never ever felt that 
the story of 'me' has ever started! Lol 


Shadow 
20 Sept 2008

Enlightenment !!!!

The Biggest Joke 
ever heard 
is 
(personal) Enlightenment! ;-) 


Shadow 
17 September 2008

Brahmphool; perhaps Brahma-Full......!!!!

Flower..from a leaf.....!!!!!!!! Amazing..................!!!!! Brahmphool........Brahma-Full........!!!!

When Everything is My SELF....where is the Fear !!!!

Pure & Impure...mere Concepts

Who cares for  

the name of the ore;  

as long as 

the gold is pure!

Pure & impure are 

just concepts 

and above all , 

can't we see 

a bit of 'pure' 

even in the word 

'impure'...? ;-)

Shadow  

06 MAY 2008

Why Words....!!!!!!?

The pathless Path to the wordless Word sometime gets Dis-Covered through the words..... -Shadow 06 May 2008

Question AND Answer

Question

and

Answer

are

just

Two Spellings

of the same

"WORD"

Shadow

02 May 2008

Emptiness or Presence of Absence !!

Empty or Full ?

The empty Glass

is

still

EMPTY;

no matter it is kept

upside down

or

downside up!

Is the Emptiness

nothing but

the Prsesence

of the

Profound Abesnce......!!! :-)

BTW,

Glass is just a Glass,

whichever way ... ;-)

Shadow

29 April 2008

Who is Driving The Driver..!!!!???

True Inquiry

Instead of
finding answers
to millions of
hypothetical questions;
the only
sincere inquiry
about the
identity & validity
of the
"Questioner"
is
Self-sufficient
&
Self-explanatory! ;-)

With Love,

Shadow
19 April 2008

Un-Learning

Why do

we feel like

meeting

each other .....!

I wonder...! :-)

May be

with the notion to learn;

'How to Un-learn'...! ;-)

-Shadow

19 April 2008

Play of Consciousness ON Ground of Consciousness

The Goal Post
The Ball
The Players
The Referee
The Borders
The Side margins
The Rules
The Violations
The sense of Volition
The Joy of Hitting
The Pain of Missing ...
Are All Together...
'Part' of the same Ground. :-)

Shadow
20 April 2008

Sathi......!!!!!!!

दुखके सब साथी......

सुखमे ना कोई...........

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

:-)

Sensible......huh...!!!!?

What sounds

"sensible"

is necessarily Relative,

and

whatever is Relative

is

necessarily Untrue !

~www

Now 
The Most Nonsense Message  
(Only for Adults)........

"GOD is because 'I Am' "

Shadow

17 April 2008

Who is Born....!!! When...!!!!?

Reincarnation !!!

Journey without 'Traveler'

It's Amazing
that
even
in the
dictionary meaning
of the word
'Journey',
the word
'Traveler'*
is
Absent... ;-)

Don't believe me..Check it Lol

(*Traveler: The Seeker with the notion of 'sense of separation')

-Shadow
07 April 2008

"MY GODDDDDD"

Q.: Does GOD exists !!? A.: Really, I do not know. I just know that it spells reverse of DOG............ -Shadow 23 November 2005

Atma-Yoga

"Concepts"

There is nothing NEW 

except 

the apparently changing concepts! 

In a rare case 

all the apparent concepts 

get dissolved with 

dissolution of 

most primary concept 

called

"ME".... !

Shadow 

09 October 2007

"M for Mango"

Once mango is tasted who cares for "M for Mango" !!1 -Shadow 02 April 2008

"Friendship Day"

When "SELF" is recognised; there is no "other" to be a friend and at the same time every apparent "other" becomes the friend ! -Shadow 05 August 2007

Real Pleasure

  

Knowing you is real pleasure....!

Believe me; 

Knowing your Real Nature 

is much beyond 

any comprehensible Pleasure! :-)

With Love,

 

-Shadow 

15 December 2007

You & I in this Beautiful World

You will remain You & I will remain I
in this Beautiful World;
Just the Thought of Separation
will be dissolved
from this Beautiful World !

The Sun will appear to rise & fall
in this Beautiful World,
Just the Shadow named ME
will be lost
from this Beautiful World !

The thoughts will appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
Just the thought of Mine
will cease to appear
in this Beautiful World !

The Ocean will rise & fall
in this Beautiful World,
Just the sandmarks spelled ME
will be washed out
from this Beautiful World !

The Lions & Tigers will be born & will die
in this Beautiful World,
Just the Dragons will never be born
in this Beautiful World !

The black & white clouds will appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
Just the boundaries will get faded from
this Beautiful World !

The birds will sing & fly high
in this Beautiful World,
Just the singer will be totally Absent
from this Beautiful World !

You & I will apparently appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
The Unborn will ever live happily
despite this beautiful World !!!

With Love,

Shadow
20 March 2008

"Joint Account"

There is
No
Joint Account
in operation
but
the Universal Account
apparently accessed
by
Millions of Signatures...... :-)

-Shadow
12 November 2006

"Collision Of The Infinite"-Suzanne Segal

"Birth Day"

 

The Amazing Paradox of Life 

continues with the celebration of 

the ONE 

Who is Never Not Here...!!! 

Shadow 

11 December 2006

Shadows' Castings

'There is a very popular belief that

'if you cannot make someone happy

then atleast do not make them unhappy'.

As long as there is slightest residue

of this notional belief that

'i' can make someone happy;

my suffering may continue alongwith

guilt of having made somebody unhappy.

Because... if at all 'i' have some power

to 'not to make' someone Unhappy,

then why will not 'i' use the same power

to make someone Happy in the first place!? ;-)

Shadow

06 November 2006

Also read:
No reason whatsoever!
http://abideinself.blogspot.in/2011/04/no-reason-whatsoever.html

"Bowing Down"

Whenever 

bowing down happens, 

invariably 

I find my own feet ! 

Whenever 

thankfulness happens ,

invariably 

I end up thanking myself !!  

-Shadow  

09 March 2008

"Game; Not without Rules"

Every game

starts

with setting of

new rules.

Why make

life an exception....!

But;

with life,

by the time

the rules are understood;

new rules get set.....!!! ;-)

Shadow

27 March 2008