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Friday, January 02, 2009
Magic of 108....Happy New year !!!!
Do you know Magic of 108.....!!!
Your Birth Year's Last Two Digits + Your Age = 108
Just Try It....Coool......
Life is Never-Ending MAGIC...!!!!!
Enjoy NOW- A NewYear 2009 !!!!!
Cheerssss.......... : - )
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Being is Ease
"Being"............is 'ease'
And
"Becoming".....a Dis'ease'.
Nitin Ram
10 December 2008
Nitin Ram
10 December 2008
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
11/26
Terror Terror everywhere...!!
Error Error everywhere...??
No......not at all.......
Although....strange witnessing happening......Now & Here...
Tremendous compassion arising...for the victims instruments...and also for the one responsible..for it....
There is a grief ......and also the compassion..for the either instruments....
No hatred....atall......the scenes are unfolding.......
Who is to be hated........in a Dream.......which looks profoundly real..!!!
The Dream...in which "I" am playing all the roles.....of the killed ...and ...also the killer.......
What is THAT .....which does not want to be distroyed.....be it, the Killed or the Killer..............
The recognition.......of THAT........is HERE & NOW......
The time to recognise the "Timeless"..that is what you and me all are.......
lots of love
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Jai SatGuru
That...."me"
was.....
just the
Thought...
which was apparent....
and yet very very
persistant....one...which got caught..... :-)
Ha ha Ha Ha Ha...........
How stupid...& funny
that
i(me) always 'thought'
that the beloved osho....Nisargadatta.....were
talking to "me"...
teaching "me"..........whereas that "me"..... itself is....& was always...just a "Thought"..... ;-)
The shadow dissolved......
in its....
own Substance..........
Jai SatGuru....... _()_
Love
10 Nov 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
"M" for 'me'
"M" for 'me' ....
but....its just an alphabet....just a thought..!!
Just a thought.. ....
Amazed to SEE....
Absence of "M" in any of these...Universal Five Elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth.....
Never known
SPACE getting insulted
when we build walls & roof [ wich we call Home ]
for being trapped.....
Never known
WIND getting disgusted
when we run our ceiling fans at home.....
Never heard
FIRE feeling assaulted
when we limit it to our lighters...
Never heard
WATER feeling bad
when we trap it in little bottles....
Never heard
EARTH feeling hurt
when we cover it with lovely tiles.....
Absence of "M" in any of these...five elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... ;-)
Now..... read HU"M"AN...... ;-)
What did u find.....!!!!? ohhhh.....you found apparent "M".... Good.......!!!!
Report HERE urgently.....if you find "me"...... ; - )
*Read the Title now once again....
"M" for 'me'.....but its just an alphabet....just a thought..!!
tkssss..for reading ..seeeing....cheerss......enjoy...
-Shadow
12 Nov 2008
Thursday, November 06, 2008
LOCK & KEY
Not a single Lock
ever found...made;
without a Key...!!!!
Lock & Key are
simply
two aspects
of
one
inseparable Phenomenon... !
*One may find
apparent keys
for
the apparently real Locks...;-)
Best wishes... :-)
With Love,
Shadow
05 Nov 2008
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
'f'A'n'WARENESS
'f'A'n'WARENESS
Its amazing
to recognise
that
the Background of the Ceiling Fan
ever remains
unaffected...unchanged...
no matter....
it throws cool or hot air
how fast or slow...
..with changing RPm's ...it rotates....&
the span of time.. it rotates.......................................
And there are TALKS.....
on increasing the speed...
trying different methods....
changing the brands....
verying positions.....
Ha ha ha ha......;-)
Its Amazing to SEE.....
that
The Background
is
becuase of the presence of the Fan.... neither Createdddddddd
nor
Dependentttttt on presence of the Fan..... ;-)
-shadow
04 Novmber 2008
"KINDERGARDEN ADVAITA"
Monday, November 03, 2008
Birth.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today morning a thorn found on my palm...
a pain began....
A thorn pricked ..
& the first time Hand knew that it existed...
Where was the pain..few moments earlier...
not only pain was absent...
But even the pleasure of having hand was absent...
Birth...Birth....Birth....this is IT
I did not even know that I existed.....
and suddenly the thorn of "knowingness" bit....
and started the game of pain & pleasures....
the game of "me' and "mine"......
There was neither pain no pleasure,
prior to biting of this thorn of "knowingness"....
That's EXACTLY the Birth.....happening of "Birth"....
But who is born really......not ME....Certainly not "I". The knowingness has surely Appeared.....
from somewhere....from somew"here"........
the game of "me' and "mine"......
There was neither pain no pleasure,
prior to biting of this thorn of "knowingness"....
That's EXACTLY the Birth.....happening of "Birth"....
But who is born really......not ME....Certainly not "I". The knowingness has surely Appeared.....
from somewhere....from somew"here"........
Shadow
02 November 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Anant...End-less....
Babuji No More.........!!!!!! Or Much More...!!!!!
Where can he go...other than HERE....!!!!
he always was Much Much More than perceived....
so again.........
became Much Much More..Anant..[ End-less ]
.....knowingness merged into itself,...hopefully;
knowingly..happily...and willingly........
The 'self" dissolved into "SELF"....
The shadow dissapeared
in its
Real SUBSTANCE......
and yet the fond memories of the beloved...remain.... like a name & number stored in the mobile.....
-13 Oct 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
DASSARA FESTIVAL
What's the meaning of 'Dassara', a traditional hindu festival! Is it just the Victory of Rama over Ravana (Victory of Good against Evil) as told in the childhood?Dassara festival is a Celebration of RECOGNIZING What I am NOT, that is...Ten heads of Ravana...
(as described in mythology)!
Seeing directly, what I am certainly Not, these ten things. The burden of ten sticks this apparent 'me' carries, until it recognizes itself!
What I am certainly not? First Body (1), second Prana/Breath (2) hence not mind (3) which is extension of breath hence not even thoughts. I am neither identified consciousness(4) as it is identified & recognized from the age of 2 and will disappear on dropping of the body, so certainly temporal. When I am not this consciousness also, how can I be three states by which this consiousness
operates, like knowingness (5), waking state(6) & sleeping state (7)! At the same time when I am not this consiousness also, how can I be three gunas (attributes) by which this consciousness functions, such as satva-guna (8), rajas-guna (9) and tamas-guna (10)! What remains after the negation of
ten identities, ten heads of Ravana is THAT
Indescribable, which does not fall in "subject-object type" knowing. No one can know it!
Recognition of IT just Happens.
Celebration remains without A Celebrator;-)!
Happy Dassara :-)
With Love,
Nitin Ram
10 OCT 2008
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Witnessing.......!!!!??? for whom..???
Qtn: Is it possible for, either a common man or a realised soul to be in "witnessing mode" every moment !?
Ans: A Direct SEEING.... may happen....with inward questioning like....
1] why witnessing ???
2] "who" has need to witness ?
3] what is the identity that does "witnessing" ?
4] Is "witnessor" really exists ?
the common man as u said [ say sadhaka ] start witnessing [ with a tool "I Am" or "beingness" which is the only capital available from age of 2 yrs ] & that is they do/teach in vipassana Meditation....Witnessing of breath, feelings, thoughts etc...everything that is Not "YOU"....
For years of such practise Happen & yet search does not end because belief of being the searcher "Remains'....
In this stage the strong notion persists
that the "Witnessor" is separate from the "Witnessing", hence the so called sadhana [ spiritual practise ] continues..[ Witnessor is nothing but "knowingness without words"..which itself is temporal, because it started after 2 yrs of so called birth...& U see, we never had Any need of witnessing prior to Birth, Do u remember ??? I do not remember ...]
And yet this kind of "Witnessing" Happens.. to begin with...till the belief in presence of the "Witnessor" as separate entity, which De-focuses so called sadhakas attention from "me as 'only the body' notion"....
When...DIRECT SEEING Happens..if it happens...the apparent "witnessor" gets dissolved/merged in "witnessing" [Beware, NO causality in CORE but surely Apperance of Causality as long as "Appearance is only REALITY" for the particular so called sadhaka ] & I guess.....
Realised is the ONE [ rather NONE ...forget the Labels ] who has recognised the Trinity of
Witnessor, Witnessing object & Witnessing as ONE.....3 in 1 :-) Not intelectually, but Existentially...:-) that is my understanding ...i guess...i do not know...Anything.....
The so called "realised" also may be witnessing things while interacting with all apparent others....on consiousness level [ level of knowingness ] but otherwise "WHAT IS" prevails in Non-Witnessing/ Non-Knowing stateless state.......................... i guess...so [ a piece of conceptual garbage ]...who cares...it is as it is at this moment....HERE...
Every word uttered is Concept [ in a way wordy garbage ] hence can be negated also :-) No way to express without any Labels...as long as one knows that his/her name is not HIm or HER... Monday, October 06, 2008
Just a STORY without a story-teller
Any story
can be told
in Hundreds of ways.....
It's simply the point of perception (with a strong notion of presence of the "Perceiver" separate from the "Perceived").
The one
who
recognizes
story as a STORY.....
does not get bothered
by any type of its expression (in words)
and
yet genetic liking & disliking continues.....as Swa-Bhav (inherent nature of body mind apparatus)
But
No'thing' to Prove..
No'one' to Prove.......
Morning cheers.....Enjoy
Shadow
06 October 2008
Why do you want to "PROVE"..!!
Whenever
you see
your'self'
wanting
to Prove
to Prove
something;
know for sure
that
The Thing
is not Clear
inside yet.......!
Any Concept
Any Concept
can be
proved as wel disproved.....!
The intuitive clarity
The intuitive clarity
never needs
any Approval
but
simply Shared
simply Shared
as a passing thought
and
certainly not by
'personal' thinking.... !
Cheerful Thanks :-)
'personal' thinking.... !
Cheerful Thanks :-)
Shadow
06 Oct 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
"MAD" Game
Monday, September 22, 2008
" Apparent Dis-ease "
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Brahmphool; perhaps Brahma-Full......!!!!
Monday, July 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Pure & Impure...mere Concepts
Who cares
for
the
name of the ore;
as long as
the
gold is pure!
Pure & impure are
just concepts
and above all ,
can't we see
a bit of 'pure'
even in the word
'impure'...? ;-)
Shadow
06 MAY 2008
Why Words....!!!!!!?
Friday, May 02, 2008
Question AND Answer
Question
and
Answer
are
just
Two Spellings
of the same
"WORD"
Shadow
02 May 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Sensible......huh...!!!!?
What sounds
"sensible"
is necessarily Relative,
and
whatever is Relative
is
necessarily Untrue !
~www
Now
The Most Nonsense Message
(Only for Adults)........
The Most Nonsense Message
(Only for Adults)........
"GOD is because 'I Am' "
Shadow
17 April 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Monday, April 07, 2008
"MY GODDDDDD"
Thursday, April 03, 2008
"Friendship Day"
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Real Pleasure
Knowing you
is real pleasure....!
Believe me;
Knowing your Real Nature
is
much beyond
any
comprehensible Pleasure! :-)
With Love,
-Shadow
15 December 2007
You & I in this Beautiful World
You will remain You & I will remain I in this Beautiful World;
Just the Thought of Separation
will be dissolved
from this Beautiful World !
The Sun will appear to rise & fall
in this Beautiful World,
Just the Shadow named ME
will be lost
from this Beautiful World !
The thoughts will appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
Just the thought of Mine
will cease to appear
in this Beautiful World !
The Ocean will rise & fall
in this Beautiful World,
Just the sandmarks spelled ME
will be washed out
from this Beautiful World !
The Lions & Tigers will be born & will die
in this Beautiful World,
Just the Dragons will never be born
in this Beautiful World !
The black & white clouds will appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
Just the boundaries will get faded from
this Beautiful World !
The birds will sing & fly high
in this Beautiful World,
Just the singer will be totally Absent
from this Beautiful World !
You & I will apparently appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
The Unborn will ever live happily
despite this beautiful World !!!
With Love,
Shadow
20 March 2008
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