माझा गुरु ,
का........
मी गुरुचा........!!!!?


Nitin Ram 
13 April 2009

"TABLE OF ZERO"

0 X 1 = 0 0 X 2 = 0 0 X 3 = 0 0 X 4 = 0 0 X 5 = 0 0 X 10 = 0 Tell me how often in a day do you remember this "Table of Zero"..?? Do you at all byheart it..?? Any need to byheart it..!!!!!! Once Recognized.....FULL STOP. Just..........Non-Stop Awareness...........! Morning Cheers...:-)

जेथे ओळख पटली, तेथे ओळख संपली.

(*तथाकथित) जन्माआधी आधी* 'मी नव्हतो'...

हे ज्याला कळते,

आणि आत्ता 'मी आहे'...

हे हि ज्याला कळते...

'त्याची' पूर्ण ओळख होते.....बांस...

आणि

मग आपोआप कळते,

सहजच उमजते.

'ज्याची' ओळख 'त्याला'...बांस...

स्वतःला स्वतःची ओळख.....!!!

"जेथे ओळख पटली... तेथे ओळख संपली."

जय गुरु

सप्रेम

नितीन राम

०८ एप्रिल २००९

www.abideinself.blogspot.com

जेथे ओळख पटली... तेथे ओळख संपली

Name & Form

One day you may be honoured in the Oscars List
the other day your name will be put in Bastards List.......
Mind wel...the 'name'....which represents the 'form', is THAT you !!!?
or the Concept called "me"....!!!!?
Someone will want their name in the Acknowledgement List
someone are running away from the Acknowledgement List.... Ha Ha Ha !!!!
Amazing Game... ; - )
Are both of them different from each other.....???
Both are connected to 'name & form'.
One is running toward &
the other running away..... Again 'name & form'.....
which is usually known as concept called "me".

CHEERS !

प्रेम

प्रेम हे, अंतराळासारखे विशाल आहे; अनंत आहे ज्याच्यामध्ये सर्व काही सहज सामावले जाते. त्यात फक्त प्रेमच नाहि तर द्वेषहि सामावला जातो. : - )

InSIDE-----OutSIDE

You may think that I am an Outsider; Whereas, I am the CORE of your 'side'less INSIDE.....! CHeeRssssssssssss : - )

तू "अकारण" आहेस्........लक्षात ठेव. जमले तर विश्वास ठेव.... नाहिच तर...........शोध घे. बास...... YOU ARE CAUSELESS....just UNDERSTAND. Believe it...if possible, if not.......Investigate, Search. CHEEEERSSSSSSSSSS

Label & Content

Amazing to see, the fascination of 'Labels' than the 'Content'........!!!!!!!! Someone say; I drink only "Bisleri" water, the other prefer "Balley", someone says, " I drink water from Silver Vessel " Someone says, " I drink from my favourite Vessel only" Are they really THIRSTY at all........& interested in drinking water or just the "Labels" are attractive............!!!!!!! Amazinggggggggggggg..... : - ) [ *Label refers here as different Masters & their Teachings ] CHEERSSSSSSS

Prescription...Or......Description...!!!!

You must have heard or read of many Look-like Prescriptions so far.... 'Kill the Ego' 'Forget yourself'' 'Just Be' 'Be passionately Dispassionate..That's it' And every Apparent Prescriptions are welcomed by concept called "me". The concept named "me" likes them all......as its apparent Existence Depends on them ! This "me" can not just Be without any concepts, names, titles......It seeks some or other activity....... Therefore This "me" runs behind different concepts of "Becoming"..... and hence all 'Descriptions' are Heard as 'Prescriptions' by this "me"....... Any Prescription...is Nothing but a pure..Description...of What IS.  

Being is 'ease'...& Becoming is Dis'ease'. 

HAPPY WHOLEY 

शून्याचा पाढा

० x १ = ०
० x २ = ०
० x ३ = ०
० x ४ = ०
० x ५ = ०
० x १० = ० 

'शून्याचा पाढा'...
रोज, किती वेळा पाठ करता....?
....कधीतरी 'पाठ' करता का रे........!???:-)

सप्रेम नमस्कार

-नितीन राम

06 MARCH 2009

_()_ जय गुरु _()_

सदगुरु रजनीशांनी, पाटी पुसुन टाकली.............. आणि... सदगुरु निसर्गदत्तांनी, पाटीच फोडून टाकली........!!! _()_ जय गुरु _()_

Choiceless Awareness

Where there is Choice, there is No Freedom But when ChoiceLess Awareness is Recognised [ Happens ]; Freedom is UnLimited !!! M:-)RNING CHEERS....

एक नाम हरी, द्वैत नाम दूरी.....

Just KNOW ..not 'you' ...not 'me'....Just KNOW

BEWARE...... Just KNOW that Entry & Exit is just a GAME... then you will WELCOME as many "ENTRIES' AND Not Bothered by Concept of "EXIT"...:-) ha Ha hA ha Ha...!!!! MorninGG cHeeRs...!!!!

Duplicate & 'O'regional

Everything

is

Duplicate

and Yet

'O'regional.

Everything

is

Duplicate

because

its

'O'regional........ !!!!!

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha...!!!

Morning Cheers...!!!!

BASIC Difference !!!!!

One of

The BASIC

Rather

The ONLY

Difference

between

GOD & HUMAN

is . . . . . . . . . "The Spellings" !!!

Good Morning Cheers !

अनंत, अव्यक्त, अदॄष्य........."अद्वैत",

सहज... स्वभावगत... अकारण...केवळ मौज म्हणून... अनंत, व्यक्त, दृष्य....द्वैत रूपात अवतरले आहे !

Expiry Date

सदगुरुंची कॄपा झाली..... 

त्यांनी माझी 

एक्सपायरी डेटच उडवली.......

जय गुरु

Nitin Ram

 29 January 2009 

www.abideinself.blogspot.com

fulLstoP

This knowing does not come and go...... 
It is vast like the Ocean..... 
Does the fish notice the clear water ? 
No water - No fish. 
The water is full of fish, 
The fish is full of water. 
Not Two. 
FULL STOP. 

Cheerssss

29 Jan 2009

"Sincere & Serious Probe"

Can u Find one single reason

why do u feel that

you are not THAT.............!!! 
Can u Give one single reason

why do u feel like

Searching THAT..............!!! 
Can u Tell one single reason for,

what exactly stops u

from just KNOWING,

that You Are THAT .........!!!

Ponder deeply on probable concepts in the sub-conscious..

that stops u...from Direct KNOWING (without a Knower)..!!!

Check out for any of the following Concepts (Falsely Taken as Truth) like;

Mind is not yet Still,

Thoughts still arise,

Feelings still occur,

I don't have any Non-Dual experience,

It's so difficult & only can be achieved

by lots of penance,

My Master achieved it with Sadhana (penance),

I don't have any visions yet,

I don't feel yet that there is any evidence,

or many such so called precious Concepts...
There isn't any desire HERE

to know any of your personal Concepts;

But you can find out for yourself with

A Sincere & Serious Probe...
And...... by the way Who is probing ...!

If at all you can probe the 'probing entity'.... ; - )

Cheers.......& Love.

20 Jan 2009

Not A Question....Rather an Answer.....

स्वरूप-ज्ञान ही....साधनेची फलनिष्पत्ती नाही.... खरेतर साधकभावाचीच निवृत्ती आहे. साधनेदरम्यान झालेला....."साधक..साधन..आणि साध्य" ह्या त्रिपुटीचा तो...'साक्षात्कार' आहे. Cheersssssss.........

SATYAM-The Final Truth

The word 
"Satyam" 

is Certainly not 

the SATYA 
(The Final Truth) 

& 

you are taught to believe that 

only that which is seen 

by your own eyes 

is the Only Truth..!! ;-)

Paradox is that 

even the eyes fail to see 

the "Seer" !! 

  

Cheers !!!!

There could be many Spiritual Practices... But SURELY, NO Practitioner....... Cheers....!!!!

Magic of 108....Happy New year !!!!

Do you know Magic of 108.....!!! Your Birth Year's Last Two Digits + Your Age = 108 Just Try It....Coool...... Life is Never-Ending MAGIC...!!!!! Enjoy NOW- A NewYear 2009 !!!!! Cheerssss.......... : - )

Being is Ease

"Being"............is 'ease'

And

"Becoming".....a Dis'ease'.


Nitin Ram
10 December 2008

_()_

Full Stop... ; - )

To know

by "Being"

is

Direct Knowledge!

Full Stop... ;-)

Jai Guru

11/26

Terror Terror everywhere...!! Error Error everywhere...?? No......not at all....... Although....strange witnessing happening......Now & Here... Tremendous compassion arising...for the victims instruments...and also for the one responsible..for it.... There is a grief ......and also the compassion..for the either instruments.... No hatred....atall......the scenes are unfolding....... Who is to be hated........in a Dream.......which looks profoundly real..!!! The Dream...in which "I" am playing all the roles.....of the killed ...and ...also the killer....... What is THAT .....which does not want to be distroyed.....be it, the Killed or the Killer.............. The recognition.......of THAT........is HERE & NOW...... The time to recognise the "Timeless"..that is what you and me all are....... lots of love

Jai SatGuru

That...."me"

was.....

just the

Thought...

which was apparent....

and yet very very

persistant....one...which got caught..... :-)

Ha ha Ha Ha Ha...........

How stupid...& funny

that

i(me) always 'thought'

that the beloved osho....Nisargadatta.....were

talking to "me"...

teaching "me"..........whereas that "me"..... itself is....& was always...just a "Thought"..... ;-)

The shadow dissolved......

in its....

own Substance..........

Jai SatGuru....... _()_

Love

10 Nov 2008

"M" for 'me'

"M" for 'me' .... but....its just an alphabet....just a thought..!! Just a thought.. .... Amazed to SEE.... Absence of "M" in any of these...Universal Five Elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... Never known SPACE getting insulted when we build walls & roof [ wich we call Home ] for being trapped..... Never known WIND getting disgusted when we run our ceiling fans at home..... Never heard FIRE feeling assaulted when we limit it to our lighters... Never heard WATER feeling bad when we trap it in little bottles.... Never heard EARTH feeling hurt when we cover it with lovely tiles..... Absence of "M" in any of these...five elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... ;-) Now..... read HU"M"AN...... ;-) What did u find.....!!!!? ohhhh.....you found apparent "M".... Good.......!!!! Report HERE urgently.....if you find "me"...... ; - ) *Read the Title now once again.... "M" for 'me'.....but its just an alphabet....just a thought..!! tkssss..for reading ..seeeing....cheerss......enjoy... -Shadow 12 Nov 2008

LOCK & KEY

Not a single Lock 

ever found...made; 

without a Key...!!!! 

Lock & Key are 

simply two aspects 

of 

one 

inseparable Phenomenon... !

*One may find apparent keys for 

the apparently real Locks...;-) 

Best wishes... :-) 

With Love,

Shadow 

05 Nov 2008

'f'A'n'WARENESS

'f'A'n'WARENESS

Its amazing

to recognise

that

the Background of the Ceiling Fan

ever remains

unaffected...unchanged...

no matter....

it throws cool or hot air

how fast or slow...

..with changing RPm's ...it rotates....&

the span of time.. it rotates.......................................

And there are TALKS.....

on increasing the speed...

trying different methods....

changing the brands....

verying positions.....

Ha ha ha ha......;-)

Its Amazing to SEE.....

that

The Background

is

neither Createdddddddd

becuase of the presence of the Fan....

nor

Dependentttttt on presence of the Fan..... ;-)

-shadow

04 Novmber 2008

"KINDERGARDEN ADVAITA"

Teacher: Pursue happiness & get enlightened. S: wowww....you mean..... If someone knows ..... 'A' for apple, 'B' for Boy, 'C' for Cat, 'H' for Happiness.................. and 'E' for Enlightenment...... he/she is enlightened ..... ;-) ;-) ;-) Cheeers............ - shadow 04 November 2008

Birth.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today morning a thorn found on my palm... a pain began.... A thorn pricked .. & the first time Hand knew that it existed... Where was the pain..few moments earlier... not only pain was absent... But even the pleasure of having hand was absent...

Birth...Birth....Birth....this is IT I did not even know that I existed..... and suddenly the thorn of "knowingness" bit.... and started the game of pain & pleasures.... the game of "me' and "mine"...... There was neither pain no pleasure, prior to biting of this thorn of "knowingness".... That's EXACTLY the Birth.....happening of "Birth".... But who is born really......not ME....Certainly not "I". The knowingness has surely Appeared..... from somewhere....from somew"here"........

Shadow

02 November 2008

"Happy Diwaling"

The Light Within Illuminates [ itself ] The Whole Beingness; in which Appears, The Lights of Diwali & in which Dissapears, the concepts like "Light" as well "Within"....... ;-) Happy Diwaling ...............Thankingggggggggg -shadow 27 October 2008

Anant...End-less....

Babuji No More.........!!!!!! Or Much More...!!!!!

Where can he go...other than HERE....!!!!

he always was Much Much More than perceived....

so again.........

became Much Much More..Anant..[ End-less ]

.....knowingness merged into itself,...hopefully;

knowingly..happily...and willingly........

The 'self" dissolved into "SELF"....

The shadow dissapeared

in its

Real SUBSTANCE......

and yet the fond memories of the beloved...remain.... like a name & number stored in the mobile.....

-13 Oct 2008

DASSARA FESTIVAL

What's the meaning of 'Dassara', a traditional hindu festival! Is it just the Victory of Rama over Ravana (Victory of Good against Evil) as told in the childhood?

Dassara festival is a Celebration of RECOGNIZING What I am NOT, that is...Ten heads of Ravana...
(as described in mythology)!

Seeing directly, what I am certainly Not, these ten things. The burden of ten sticks this apparent 'me' carries, until it recognizes itself!

What I am certainly not? First Body (1), second Prana/Breath (2) hence not mind (3) which is extension of breath hence not even thoughts. I am neither identified consciousness(4) as it is identified & recognized from the age of 2 and will disappear on dropping of the body, so certainly temporal. When I am not this consciousness also, how can I be three states by which this consiousness operates, like knowingness (5), waking state(6) & sleeping state (7)! At the same time when I am not this consiousness also, how can I be three gunas (attributes) by which this consciousness  functions, such as satva-guna (8), rajas-guna (9) and tamas-guna (10)!

What remains after the negation of 
ten identities, ten heads of Ravana is THAT
Indescribable, which does not fall in "subject-object type" knowing. No one can know it!

Recognition of IT just Happens.
Celebration remains without A Celebrator;-)!

Happy Dassara :-)

With Love,

Nitin Ram
10 OCT 2008

Witnessing.......!!!!??? for whom..???

Qtn: Is it possible for, either a common man or a realised soul to be in "witnessing mode" every moment !?

Ans: A Direct SEEING.... may happen....with inward questioning like.... 1] why witnessing ??? 2] "who" has need to witness ? 3] what is the identity that does "witnessing" ? 4] Is "witnessor" really exists ?

If not....DIRECT SEEING....

the common man as u said [ say sadhaka ] start witnessing [ with a tool "I Am" or "beingness" which is the only capital available from age of 2 yrs ] & that is they do/teach in vipassana Meditation....Witnessing of breath, feelings, thoughts etc...everything that is Not "YOU"....

For years of such practise Happen & yet search does not end because belief of being the searcher "Remains'.... In this stage the strong notion persists that the "Witnessor" is separate from the "Witnessing", hence the so called sadhana [ spiritual practise ] continues..[ Witnessor is nothing but "knowingness without words"..which itself is temporal, because it started after 2 yrs of so called birth...& U see, we never had Any need of witnessing prior to Birth, Do u remember ??? I do not remember ...] And yet this kind of "Witnessing" Happens.. to begin with...till the belief in presence of the "Witnessor" as separate entity, which De-focuses so called sadhakas attention from "me as 'only the body' notion"....

When...DIRECT SEEING Happens..if it happens...the apparent "witnessor" gets dissolved/merged in "witnessing" [Beware, NO causality in CORE but surely Apperance of Causality as long as "Appearance is only REALITY" for the particular so called sadhaka ] & I guess.....

Realised is the ONE [ rather NONE ...forget the Labels ] who has recognised the Trinity of Witnessor, Witnessing object & Witnessing as ONE.....3 in 1 :-) Not intelectually, but Existentially...:-) that is my understanding ...i guess...i do not know...Anything.....

The so called "realised" also may be witnessing things while interacting with all apparent others....on consiousness level [ level of knowingness ] but otherwise "WHAT IS" prevails in Non-Witnessing/ Non-Knowing stateless state.......................... i guess...so [ a piece of conceptual garbage ]...who cares...it is as it is at this moment....HERE... Every word uttered is Concept [ in a way wordy garbage ] hence can be negated also :-) No way to express without any Labels...as long as one knows that his/her name is not HIm or HER...

tks n regards Morning Cheeers ******

Just a STORY without a story-teller

Any story can be told

in Hundreds of ways..... It's simply the point of perception (with a strong notion of presence of the "Perceiver" separate from the "Perceived").

The one

who

recognizes

story as a STORY.....

does not get bothered

by any type of its expression (in words)

and

yet genetic liking & disliking continues.....as Swa-Bhav (inherent nature of body mind apparatus)

But

No'thing' to Prove..

No'one' to Prove.......

Morning cheers.....Enjoy

Shadow

06 October 2008

Why do you want to "PROVE"..!!

Whenever

you see

your'self'

wanting
to Prove

something;

know for sure

that

The Thing

is not Clear

inside yet.......!
Any Concept

can be

proved as wel disproved.....!
The intuitive clarity

never needs

any Approval

but
simply Shared

as a passing thought

and

certainly not by
'personal' thinking.... !

Cheerful Thanks :-)

Shadow

06 Oct 2008

"MAD" Game

As long as

Disciple

exists;

so long only

The Master...

Untill then

Happens

the beautiful Game called

"MAD" [ Master And Disciple ].........!!!

-Shadow

23 September 2008

Who is Bhakta (Devotee) !!?

Q: Who is Bhakta (Devotee) !!?

M: He is the Bhakta (Not Separate/ Not-Two);
who is never Vi-Bhakta (Separated) from his TRUE nature........

-Shree Nisargadatta Maharaj

It LOOKS so SIMPLE...

It looks
very very Simple..
MOSTLY...
after
the dry leaf
leaves
the tree......!

Shadow
22 Sept 2008

" Apparent Dis-ease "

With the recognition of the disease itself as false & apparent; all the discussions about different & even contradictory medicines becomes Absurd & mere entertainment !!! All the unesiness is just because of the 'apparent' Dis-ease of "Concept of Bondage" ! - Shadow 21 September 2008

STORY OF "me"

I do not dare say that 
story of 'me' is over yet! ;-)

Because i never ever felt that 
the story of 'me' has ever started! Lol 


Shadow 
20 Sept 2008

Enlightenment !!!!

The Biggest Joke 
ever heard 
is 
(personal) Enlightenment! ;-) 


Shadow 
17 September 2008

Brahmphool; perhaps Brahma-Full......!!!!

Flower..from a leaf.....!!!!!!!! Amazing..................!!!!! Brahmphool........Brahma-Full........!!!!

When Everything is My SELF....where is the Fear !!!!

Pure & Impure...mere Concepts

Who cares for  

the name of the ore;  

as long as 

the gold is pure!

Pure & impure are 

just concepts 

and above all , 

can't we see 

a bit of 'pure' 

even in the word 

'impure'...? ;-)

Shadow  

06 MAY 2008

Why Words....!!!!!!?

The pathless Path to the wordless Word sometime gets Dis-Covered through the words..... -Shadow 06 May 2008

Question AND Answer

Question

and

Answer

are

just

Two Spellings

of the same

"WORD"

Shadow

02 May 2008

Emptiness or Presence of Absence !!

Empty or Full ?

The empty Glass

is

still

EMPTY;

no matter it is kept

upside down

or

downside up!

Is the Emptiness

nothing but

the Prsesence

of the

Profound Abesnce......!!! :-)

BTW,

Glass is just a Glass,

whichever way ... ;-)

Shadow

29 April 2008

Who is Driving The Driver..!!!!???

True Inquiry

Instead of
finding answers
to millions of
hypothetical questions;
the only
sincere inquiry
about the
identity & validity
of the
"Questioner"
is
Self-sufficient
&
Self-explanatory! ;-)

With Love,

Shadow
19 April 2008

Un-Learning

Why do

we feel like

meeting

each other .....!

I wonder...! :-)

May be

with the notion to learn;

'How to Un-learn'...! ;-)

-Shadow

19 April 2008

Play of Consciousness ON Ground of Consciousness

The Goal Post
The Ball
The Players
The Referee
The Borders
The Side margins
The Rules
The Violations
The sense of Volition
The Joy of Hitting
The Pain of Missing ...
Are All Together...
'Part' of the same Ground. :-)

Shadow
20 April 2008

Sathi......!!!!!!!

दुखके सब साथी......

सुखमे ना कोई...........

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

:-)

Sensible......huh...!!!!?

What sounds

"sensible"

is necessarily Relative,

and

whatever is Relative

is

necessarily Untrue !

~www

Now 
The Most Nonsense Message  
(Only for Adults)........

"GOD is because 'I Am' "

Shadow

17 April 2008