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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Being is Ease

"Being"............is 'ease'
And
"Becoming".....a Dis'ease'.


Nitin Ram
10 December 2008

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Full Stop... ; - )


To know
by "Being"
is
Direct Knowledge!

Full Stop... ;-)

Jai Guru

Sunday, November 30, 2008

11/26

Terror Terror everywhere...!! Error Error everywhere...?? No......not at all....... Although....strange witnessing happening......Now & Here... Tremendous compassion arising...for the victims instruments...and also for the one responsible..for it.... There is a grief ......and also the compassion..for the either instruments.... No hatred....atall......the scenes are unfolding....... Who is to be hated........in a Dream.......which looks profoundly real..!!! The Dream...in which "I" am playing all the roles.....of the killed ...and ...also the killer....... What is THAT .....which does not want to be distroyed.....be it, the Killed or the Killer.............. The recognition.......of THAT........is HERE & NOW...... The time to recognise the "Timeless"..that is what you and me all are....... lots of love

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Jai SatGuru

That...."me"
was.....
just the
Thought...
which was apparent....
and yet very very
persistant....one...which got caught..... :-)
Ha ha Ha Ha Ha...........
How stupid...& funny
that
i(me) always 'thought'
that the beloved osho....Nisargadatta.....were
talking to "me"...
teaching "me"..........whereas that "me"..... itself is....& was always...just a "Thought"..... ;-)

The shadow dissolved......
in its....
own Substance..........

Jai SatGuru....... _()_

Love
10 Nov 2008

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

"M" for 'me'

"M" for 'me' .... but....its just an alphabet....just a thought..!! Just a thought.. .... Amazed to SEE.... Absence of "M" in any of these...Universal Five Elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... Never known SPACE getting insulted when we build walls & roof [ wich we call Home ] for being trapped..... Never known WIND getting disgusted when we run our ceiling fans at home..... Never heard FIRE feeling assaulted when we limit it to our lighters... Never heard WATER feeling bad when we trap it in little bottles.... Never heard EARTH feeling hurt when we cover it with lovely tiles..... Absence of "M" in any of these...five elements....Space...Wind.....Fire.....Water...Earth..... ;-) Now..... read HU"M"AN...... ;-) What did u find.....!!!!? ohhhh.....you found apparent "M".... Good.......!!!! Report HERE urgently.....if you find "me"...... ; - ) *Read the Title now once again.... "M" for 'me'.....but its just an alphabet....just a thought..!! tkssss..for reading ..seeeing....cheerss......enjoy... -Shadow 12 Nov 2008

Thursday, November 06, 2008

LOCK & KEY

Not a single Lock 
ever found...made; 
without a Key...!!!! 
Lock & Key are 
simply two aspects 
of 
one 
inseparable Phenomenon... !

*One may find apparent keys for 
the apparently real Locks...;-) 
Best wishes... :-) 

With Love,

Shadow 
05 Nov 2008

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

'f'A'n'WARENESS

'f'A'n'WARENESS
Its amazing
to recognise
that
the Background of the Ceiling Fan
ever remains
unaffected...unchanged...
no matter....
it throws cool or hot air
how fast or slow...
..with changing RPm's ...it rotates....&
the span of time.. it rotates.......................................
And there are TALKS.....
on increasing the speed...
trying different methods....
changing the brands....
verying positions.....
Ha ha ha ha......;-)
Its Amazing to SEE.....
that
The Background
is
neither Createdddddddd
becuase of the presence of the Fan....
nor
Dependentttttt on presence of the Fan..... ;-)
-shadow
04 Novmber 2008

"KINDERGARDEN ADVAITA"

Teacher: Pursue happiness & get enlightened. S: wowww....you mean..... If someone knows ..... 'A' for apple, 'B' for Boy, 'C' for Cat, 'H' for Happiness.................. and 'E' for Enlightenment...... he/she is enlightened ..... ;-) ;-) ;-) Cheeers............ - shadow 04 November 2008

Monday, November 03, 2008

Birth.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today morning a thorn found on my palm... a pain began.... A thorn pricked .. & the first time Hand knew that it existed... Where was the pain..few moments earlier... not only pain was absent... But even the pleasure of having hand was absent...
Birth...Birth....Birth....this is IT I did not even know that I existed..... and suddenly the thorn of "knowingness" bit.... and started the game of pain & pleasures.... the game of "me' and "mine"...... There was neither pain no pleasure, prior to biting of this thorn of "knowingness".... That's EXACTLY the Birth.....happening of "Birth".... But who is born really......not ME....Certainly not "I". The knowingness has surely Appeared..... from somewhere....from somew"here"........

Shadow
02 November 2008

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

"Happy Diwaling"

The Light Within Illuminates [ itself ] The Whole Beingness; in which Appears, The Lights of Diwali & in which Dissapears, the concepts like "Light" as well "Within"....... ;-) Happy Diwaling ...............Thankingggggggggg -shadow 27 October 2008

Monday, October 13, 2008

Anant...End-less....

Babuji No More.........!!!!!! Or Much More...!!!!!
Where can he go...other than HERE....!!!!
he always was Much Much More than perceived....
so again.........
became Much Much More..Anant..[ End-less ]
.....knowingness merged into itself,...hopefully;
knowingly..happily...and willingly........
The 'self" dissolved into "SELF"....
The shadow dissapeared
in its
Real SUBSTANCE......
and yet the fond memories of the beloved...remain.... like a name & number stored in the mobile.....
-13 Oct 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

DASSARA FESTIVAL

What's the meaning of 'Dassara', a traditional hindu festival! Is it just the Victory of Rama over Ravana (Victory of Good against Evil) as told in the childhood?

Dassara festival is a Celebration of RECOGNIZING What I am NOT, that is...Ten heads of Ravana...
(as described in mythology)!

Seeing directly, what I am certainly Not, these ten things. The burden of ten sticks this apparent 'me' carries, until it recognizes itself!

What I am certainly not? First Body (1), second Prana/Breath (2) hence not mind (3) which is extension of breath hence not even thoughts. I am neither identified consciousness(4) as it is identified & recognized from the age of 2 and will disappear on dropping of the body, so certainly temporal. When I am not this consciousness also, how can I be three states by which this consiousness operates, like knowingness (5), waking state(6) & sleeping state (7)! At the same time when I am not this consiousness also, how can I be three gunas (attributes) by which this consciousness  functions, such as satva-guna (8), rajas-guna (9) and tamas-guna (10)!

What remains after the negation of 
ten identities, ten heads of Ravana is THAT
Indescribable, which does not fall in "subject-object type" knowing. No one can know it!

Recognition of IT just Happens.
Celebration remains without A Celebrator;-)!

Happy Dassara :-)

With Love,

Nitin Ram
10 OCT 2008

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Witnessing.......!!!!??? for whom..???

Qtn: Is it possible for, either a common man or a realised soul to be in "witnessing mode" every moment !?
Ans: A Direct SEEING.... may happen....with inward questioning like.... 1] why witnessing ??? 2] "who" has need to witness ? 3] what is the identity that does "witnessing" ? 4] Is "witnessor" really exists ?

If not....DIRECT SEEING....
the common man as u said [ say sadhaka ] start witnessing [ with a tool "I Am" or "beingness" which is the only capital available from age of 2 yrs ] & that is they do/teach in vipassana Meditation....Witnessing of breath, feelings, thoughts etc...everything that is Not "YOU"....
For years of such practise Happen & yet search does not end because belief of being the searcher "Remains'.... In this stage the strong notion persists that the "Witnessor" is separate from the "Witnessing", hence the so called sadhana [ spiritual practise ] continues..[ Witnessor is nothing but "knowingness without words"..which itself is temporal, because it started after 2 yrs of so called birth...& U see, we never had Any need of witnessing prior to Birth, Do u remember ??? I do not remember ...] And yet this kind of "Witnessing" Happens.. to begin with...till the belief in presence of the "Witnessor" as separate entity, which De-focuses so called sadhakas attention from "me as 'only the body' notion"....
When...DIRECT SEEING Happens..if it happens...the apparent "witnessor" gets dissolved/merged in "witnessing" [Beware, NO causality in CORE but surely Apperance of Causality as long as "Appearance is only REALITY" for the particular so called sadhaka ] & I guess.....
Realised is the ONE [ rather NONE ...forget the Labels ] who has recognised the Trinity of Witnessor, Witnessing object & Witnessing as ONE.....3 in 1 :-) Not intelectually, but Existentially...:-) that is my understanding ...i guess...i do not know...Anything.....
The so called "realised" also may be witnessing things while interacting with all apparent others....on consiousness level [ level of knowingness ] but otherwise "WHAT IS" prevails in Non-Witnessing/ Non-Knowing stateless state.......................... i guess...so [ a piece of conceptual garbage ]...who cares...it is as it is at this moment....HERE... Every word uttered is Concept [ in a way wordy garbage ] hence can be negated also :-) No way to express without any Labels...as long as one knows that his/her name is not HIm or HER...
tks n regards Morning Cheeers ******

Monday, October 06, 2008

Just a STORY without a story-teller

Any story can be told
in Hundreds of ways..... It's simply the point of perception (with a strong notion of presence of the "Perceiver" separate from the "Perceived").
The one
who
recognizes
story as a STORY.....
does not get bothered
by any type of its expression (in words)
and
yet genetic liking & disliking continues.....as Swa-Bhav (inherent nature of body mind apparatus)
But
No'thing' to Prove..
No'one' to Prove.......
Morning cheers.....Enjoy

Shadow
06 October 2008

Why do you want to "PROVE"..!!

Whenever
you see
your'self'
wanting
to Prove
something;
know for sure
that
The Thing
is not Clear
inside yet.......!
Any Concept
can be
proved as wel disproved.....!
The intuitive clarity
never needs
any Approval
but
simply Shared
as a passing thought
and
certainly not by
'personal' thinking.... !

Cheerful Thanks :-)
Shadow
06 Oct 2008

Thursday, September 25, 2008

"MAD" Game

As long as
Disciple
exists;
so long only
The Master...
Untill then
Happens
the beautiful Game called
"MAD" [ Master And Disciple ].........!!!
-Shadow
23 September 2008

Monday, September 22, 2008

Who is Bhakta (Devotee) !!?


Q: Who is Bhakta (Devotee) !!?

M: He is the Bhakta (Not Separate/ Not-Two);
who is never Vi-Bhakta (Separated) from his TRUE nature........

-Shree Nisargadatta Maharaj

It LOOKS so SIMPLE...

It looks
very very Simple..
MOSTLY...
after
the dry leaf
leaves
the tree......!

Shadow
22 Sept 2008

" Apparent Dis-ease "

With the recognition of the disease itself as false & apparent; all the discussions about different & even contradictory medicines becomes Absurd & mere entertainment !!! All the unesiness is just because of the 'apparent' Dis-ease of "Concept of Bondage" ! - Shadow 21 September 2008

STORY OF "me"

I do not dare say that 
story of 'me' is over yet! ;-)
Because i never ever felt that 
the story of 'me' has ever started! Lol 


Shadow 
20 Sept 2008

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Enlightenment !!!!

The Biggest Joke 
ever heard 
is 
(personal) Enlightenment! ;-) 


Shadow 
17 September 2008

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Brahmphool; perhaps Brahma-Full......!!!!

Flower..from a leaf.....!!!!!!!! Amazing..................!!!!! Brahmphool........Brahma-Full........!!!!

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Pure & Impure...mere Concepts

Who cares for  
the name of the ore;  
as long as 
the gold is pure!

Pure & impure are 
just concepts 
and above all , 
can't we see 
a bit of 'pure' 
even in the word 
'impure'...? ;-)

Shadow  
06 MAY 2008

Why Words....!!!!!!?

The pathless Path to the wordless Word sometime gets Dis-Covered through the words..... -Shadow 06 May 2008

Friday, May 02, 2008

Question AND Answer

Question
and
Answer
are
just
Two Spellings
of the same
"WORD"

Shadow
02 May 2008

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Emptiness or Presence of Absence !!



Empty or Full ?

The empty Glass
is
still
EMPTY;
no matter it is kept
upside down
or
downside up!

Is the Emptiness
nothing but
the Prsesence
of the
Profound Abesnce......!!! :-)

BTW,
Glass is just a Glass,
whichever way ... ;-)

Shadow
29 April 2008

Monday, April 21, 2008

True Inquiry

Instead of
finding answers
to millions of
hypothetical questions;
the only
sincere inquiry
about the
identity & validity
of the
"Questioner"
is
Self-sufficient
&
Self-explanatory! ;-)

With Love,

Shadow
19 April 2008

Un-Learning


Why do
we feel like
meeting
each other .....!
I wonder...! :-)

May be
with the notion to learn;
'How to Un-learn'...! ;-)

-Shadow
19 April 2008

Play of Consciousness ON Ground of Consciousness

The Goal Post
The Ball
The Players
The Referee
The Borders
The Side margins
The Rules
The Violations
The sense of Volition
The Joy of Hitting
The Pain of Missing ...
Are All Together...
'Part' of the same Ground. :-)

Shadow
20 April 2008

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Sathi......!!!!!!!

दुखके सब साथी......
सुखमे ना कोई...........
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
:-)

Sensible......huh...!!!!?

What sounds
"sensible"
is necessarily Relative,
and
whatever is Relative
is
necessarily Untrue !
~www
Now 
The Most Nonsense Message  
(Only for Adults)........
"GOD is because 'I Am' "

Shadow
17 April 2008

Monday, April 07, 2008

Journey without 'Traveler'


It's Amazing
that
even
in the
dictionary meaning
of the word
'Journey',
the word
'Traveler'*
is
Absent... ;-)

Don't believe me..Check it Lol

(*Traveler: The Seeker with the notion of 'sense of separation')

-Shadow
07 April 2008

"MY GODDDDDD"

Q.: Does GOD exists !!? A.: Really, I do not know. I just know that it spells reverse of DOG............ -Shadow 23 November 2005

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Atma-Yoga

"Concepts"

There is nothing NEW 
except 
the apparently changing concepts! 
In a rare case 
all the apparent concepts 
get dissolved with 
dissolution of 
most primary concept 
called
"ME".... !

Shadow 
09 October 2007

"M for Mango"

Once mango is tasted who cares for "M for Mango" !!1 -Shadow 02 April 2008

"Friendship Day"

When "SELF" is recognised; there is no "other" to be a friend and at the same time every apparent "other" becomes the friend ! -Shadow 05 August 2007

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Real Pleasure

  

Knowing you is real pleasure....!

Believe me; 
Knowing your Real Nature 
is much beyond 
any comprehensible Pleasure! :-)

With Love,
 
-Shadow 
15 December 2007

You & I in this Beautiful World

You will remain You & I will remain I
in this Beautiful World;
Just the Thought of Separation
will be dissolved
from this Beautiful World !

The Sun will appear to rise & fall
in this Beautiful World,
Just the Shadow named ME
will be lost
from this Beautiful World !

The thoughts will appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
Just the thought of Mine
will cease to appear
in this Beautiful World !

The Ocean will rise & fall
in this Beautiful World,
Just the sandmarks spelled ME
will be washed out
from this Beautiful World !

The Lions & Tigers will be born & will die
in this Beautiful World,
Just the Dragons will never be born
in this Beautiful World !

The black & white clouds will appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
Just the boundaries will get faded from
this Beautiful World !

The birds will sing & fly high
in this Beautiful World,
Just the singer will be totally Absent
from this Beautiful World !

You & I will apparently appear & dissapear
in this Beautiful World,
The Unborn will ever live happily
despite this beautiful World !!!

With Love,

Shadow
20 March 2008

"Joint Account"

There is
No
Joint Account
in operation
but
the Universal Account
apparently accessed
by
Millions of Signatures...... :-)

-Shadow
12 November 2006

"Collision Of The Infinite"-Suzanne Segal

"Birth Day"

 
The Amazing Paradox of Life 
continues with the celebration of 
the ONE 
Who is Never Not Here...!!! 

Shadow 
11 December 2006